But I digress, as I browsed through the profiles and deleted several completely uninteresting messages and less than indecent offers, I came across this one certain lady who I just could not help but try to talk to, an absolutely gorgeous lady of 61, with the most incredibly beautiful smile, brown eyes, dark brown pixie hair cut, and an incredible curvy yet fit figure. I eventually work up the nerve and brace myself to be quickly blown off, but instead I recieved thanks and a chance for more conversation, which led to around a year of us chatting back and forth, getting to know each other and realize we have a few things in common, and getting to know each other over the past year or so.Well anyway I'm just not good at dating at all, I'm a much better friend, or boy toy, and completely the opposite of everything she is searching for, unfortunately that guy has not come along for her yet and I'm definately not him, so we became just friends and that is alright. Well last week I get a. I know she is a good person inside but I cannot stand to see her. It is just a reminder of what I have lost and depresses me further than I have ever been in my life.I have been trying to get my family to come and visit me but it seems like they have disowned me for no reason of mine. My sisters have refused to even talk to me. My parents no longer claim me as their daughter, but that is because I am no longer their daughter. But they certainly don?t see me as their son either since I am now older than my mother but a year younger than my father. The doctors tried to get me to see a therapist but it was hard to talk to her at all. She could not understand what I have gone through and because of that, I could not get my points across to her. Because of that, I gave up without any major effort on my part.I was at least getting visits from a few of the others involved in the accident and some of them I cannot stand to be around. I had a visit once from Michael, who is now going by the.
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